So I hung out with my dad a few days ago. And I think I discovered where I get my potential bit of psychosis from. This guy is NUTS. His whole outlook is warped and selfish, his perception of time is only his gain or nothing, the shit he finds hilarious is wild, etc. he has no regards for the far future, he only lives to please the next few hours. So on the edge. 

Its weird cause I dont see him a lot but I could deff identify with some of those traits. I deff think im a bit crazy too and itd be fucked to imagine it can be present in simply just genetics